Sunlight E​.​P.

by Bradley James Townend

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1.
Another Way 04:39
I wake up in the afternoon And lie awake and think that soon I'll have to figure out some kind of answer It doesn't seem to make much sense Though I keep having arguments It seems my life is some kind of disaster Why do I do this to myself? All this confusion can't be Good for my health I wish away the days and it might Send me to to my grave But I can't seem to find another way I tell myself I'm better each day In hopes that it might go away And sometimes I think that it might be working But every now and then I find Something that sneaks up inside And drags you out from where you might be lurking Why do I do this to myself? All this confusion can't be Good for my health I wish away the days and it might Send me to to my grave But I can't seem to find another way Lately I have grown so tired And scared to be alone And I hope that maybe you will understand I'm sick of this pretence, Not one of us making sense And sometimes things don't go the way you planned So say goodbye, just say farewell For goodness sake, my heart will break So go to hell And I will turn away, you know Because I've never heard of letting go The memories I miss the most Will fade in time and I suppose My stubborn heart should just sit here and let them But I can't seem to let it pass I can't just here on my arse So like a fool I chase them down and get them Why do I do this to myself? All this confusion can't be Good for my health I wish away the days and it might Send me to to my grave But I can't seem to find another I can't seem to find it, brother I can't seem to find another way
2.
Sunlight 05:50
Back down, let it take your pride Washed out by the moving tide The pain will move into the night Face down in the dirty sand Wishing for a better land Step up, don’t you fade into the white Don’t you know, they say it gets better How come it always feel the same? They’ll probably wait forever To watch that dancing sunbeam once again Wake up, look at your life Sunlight is shining on you I hope you feel it too Wake up, look at your life Nothing’s decided for you You’ve got to make it through Move now, let it waste away Rise up, then you make your way The pain is only in your mind Shot down in the falling sun Facedown, what have they all done? You’ve got some answers left to find Don’t you know, they say it gets better How come it always feel the same? They’ll probably wait forever To watch that dancing sunbeam once again Wake up, look at your life Sunlight is shining on you I hope you feel it too Wake up, look at your life Nothing’s decided for you You’ve got to make it through You find your answers in the dark But where will you be tomorrow? In time you’ll shine like a spark But is there someone to follow?
3.
Call me superstitious, But I only seem to blame Myself for all things that happen That I know I cannot change Good people get rewarded We all get what we deserve If that’s the truth, then won’t you tell me Why my prayers are never heard? Tell me I’m a heathen But I only seem to find The truth in little tokens Photographs I’ve left behind Some people still remember things, They say they understand What life was like before they could Get memories on demand It’s so different when you’re on the other side All of your fears are justified I’m awake! I’m awake! I spend my best days sleeping When you sleepwalk through your waking hours, Your life is void of meaning I’m alive! I’m alive! I spend my best years scheming When you sleepwalk through your daydream world, Awake when you’re still dreaming Call me paranoid, it seems When I go anywhere There are people who will judge me By the colours that I wear Good things seem to happen To the people that you hate There must be something more to do Than sit around and wait It’s so wasteful when you leave it all behind Is there nothing left to find? Can you put all this right? Just try to change my mind There must be more to this Than wasting other people’s time And when I wait too long Feels like I don’t belong Just waste away all summer long With people that I don’t remember
4.
There it is again The secret you’ve been hiding Would it be terrifying If somebody was to know? There it goes again The blood that’s never lying It lingers on your fingers Even though you let it go Don’t let them catch you With your guard down Don’t let them look you in the eye Don’t let them hear you When you’re sleeping now Or they might See right through your lie I’m a spider On the wall Don’t you like to see me crawl? When I’m whispering Don’t pretend You’re not listening at all Spider, spider, Watch me fall Did you notice me at all? Just a shimmer In your memory That you cannot recall I’ve heard it all before It’s not so simple anymore It’s something that you can’t control And you cannot ignore Its comes awake at night Won’t go away without a fight It’s something that you can’t explain Not matter how you might Don’t let it catch you With your eyes closed Don’t let it get inside your head Don’t let it climb inside your wardrobe Don’t let hide under your bed I’m a spider On the wall Don’t you like to see me crawl? When I’m whispering Don’t pretend You’re not listening at all Spider, spider, Watch me fall Did you notice me at all? Just a shimmer In your memory That you cannot recall There it is again The places you’ve been hiding If you just step inside In here, it’s easier to run And there it goes again The lick of your salvation The taste of your creation But my work is never done Don’t let it catch you With your eyes closed Then let it get inside your brain And don’t you ever let your guard down Or you might just go insane
5.
The Void 04:56
There’s something quite unsettling About these fluctuations when One day I think I’m fine and then I’m not There’s something quite discouraging About these situations when I’ve lost but given everything I’ve got And there’s something rather cruel About the way you pull your pistol out And shoot me when I’m crippled on the ground And I’m never even questioning All of your intentions, In this quiet room where no-one makes a sound But then again, the journey’s rough Is there any shame to say we’ve had enough? And it isn’t getting any easier And the void is opening again I’m tired of trying to get over this And I don’t know how to make it end There’s something quite uncomfortable About this empty silence Cause I never can be quiet, tame, or still There’s something rather tragic here About the way it disappears And leaves me feeling tired, scared, and ill But there’s something very weird about How I can’t seem to figure out Where I am and if I’m on the brink But all the words regurgitate I struggle to accept my fate And late at night I always overthink But then again, I’m not afraid And there’s always one more war to fight One future to be made And it isn’t getting any easier And the void is opening again We’re tired of trying to get over this And we don’t know how to make it end So now what can we do? Can’t fix this broken feeling With fucking super glue There’s something quite absurd about The things we always whinge about But then again, I guess that’s nothing new And it isn’t getting any easier And the void is opening again We’re tired of trying to get over this And we don’t know how to make it end It isn’t getting any easier And the world blurred and monotone We’re tired of having to begin again And we’re sick of standing on our own

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released January 1, 2016

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Bradley James Townend Bournemouth, UK

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